Time and The Golden Rule of Pain.

I had a realization today. I feel that my life is being eaten away slowly. I feel completely paralyzed in time. Now I know why a feel so much pain for the debt I have regarding my college fees. Why do I feel so miserable regarding this subject? Time doesn’t wait for anyone. Time will keep going on and on while my body decays. This gives me the sensation of drowning in my own sorrow. Oh well, I can’t change anything. So, I better try to enjoy the little things I have.

I must always remember the golden rule of pain. In my opinion, there are golden rules for everything in life outside of the absolute golden rule in the Bible which is to treat everyone as you want them to treat you. The golden rule of pain is that no matter what you are suffering right now, it can get worse. We are never 100% screwed until death comes to us. But before arriving at that point, life can become a nightmare without you noticing.

Because of that, let us try to enjoy life to the fullest. Easier said than done of course when you feel depressed. But just try and be happy. I just wish I can pay my college debt. Oh well….

♫ All I have or should
want to be but never could
It’s coming at, it’s coming at, it’s coming at my heart
To spoil my soul with fire

All my eyes can see is
born out of your imagery
It’s coming at, it’s coming at, it’s coming at my heart
To scorch the earth with fire

Tell me who you really love
Tell me who you really love
Tell me who you really love
Who are you to take over my mind
with your eyes on me
All for you I am climbing the sky
of golden green ♫

Golden Green - Agnes Obel