The Monster Revealed.

I went to the doctor. I was suffering a lot of pain from my left shoulder. This was minimal at first but later became unnerving. The doctor set me straight. It seems I have my cervical disc near my neck dehydrated. I asked him if this meant I needed to drink more water or anything with calcium. He looked at me seriously and told me no. This has to do with the amount of oxygen my bloodstream is sending to that part of the body.

This has degraded my spinal cord discs making them atrophied faster than they should for my age. A lot of medical language for me hear. Learned a lot yesterday. The doctor made me buy 5 injections and to do physical therapy to regain some strength in the disc. The results of this medical trip weren’t so bad. I am alive, and things didn’t end that badly in the end. The problem is the penny that this is going to cost me. But some say you can’t put a price to health. Well, you can put a price to the doctors and the medicine.

Well, I am good for now. That is great. Now to fight depression and sadness. May I be scared or struck down by illness or depression, I shall stand up again and grab any sort of hope, for I am human, and I want to be happy. Godspeed…

♫ And I fall
Forever follow in the flame
I give all
Forever following the flame

Winding round
Over and over again
Fated to wander
Strike me down
Over and over again
To come back stronger ♫

Forever Flame - Miracle of Sound (If you have played Dark Souls or like the music of never surrendering, do yourself a favor and look for this song)