This year has been a true roller coaster of emotions. The unprecedented amount of events that could change my emotions from one side of the emotional spectrum to the other is crazy. It has been surprisingly fun. It has been depressingly sad. It has given me great gifts and horrifying blows to my self-esteem. From great news concerning my private projects to medical bills needing to be paid. All this has brought me to the break-even point where I accept everything as it came.
It's because of all these things that I can say I am alive. So this Christmas I shall thank my friends, my family, and God for all the things that I have experienced this year. Some things were really sweet. Some others were truly and utterly bitter. And some were bittersweet. With this, I hope I can sleep well and give thanks for the character I am developing as I grow older every day. So I can say in the end that I have lived in a dignified way proud of myself.
♫ In the days of my youth
I was told what it was to be a man
Now I've reached the age
I've tried to do all those things the best I can
No matter how I try
I find my way to do the same old jam
Good times, bad times
You know I had my share
When my woman left home
With a brown eyed man
Well, I still don't seem to care ♫
Good Times Bad Times - Led Zeppelin
May this text never find eyes that show interest in it except my own, for I have made all the little pieces of information in this blog primarily for myself so I can fight the crippling depression and sea of horrendous emotions that swell in me. But if by mere coincidence or divine providence, a soul takes solace in this or any text of my blog, may this puddle of information give that soul some peace of mind. That is one of my sincere wishes.
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