Next Year, Next Phase.

We are close to the end of another year. This year has been hectic for me to say the least and I am sure it has been also for a lot of other people. That is very good. Activity is what keeps us moving. The fact that we think that we are making some kind of advancement toward any kind of goal is uplifting. The tradition of many people is to make a list of their goals for the next year. I for once will make it different. I won't disclose my goals. Instead, I will disclose the things that I will leave behind.

I have two things that I will leave behind. They are the habit of feeling pathetic and self-pitiful. I will leave behind the idea that because I feel the world is falling on me, I need to scream it out to everybody and hope they help. This will stop. Not the fact that I may ask for help in times of need. But instead, the feeling of entitlement that makes anyone feel like they must be helped by others. I have goals, and I will grab the bull by the horns with a smile. I won't let being pathetic be a defining trait of mine. 

At least, that feeling of self-pity is what I want to leave behind, This sounds arrogant and would make me look like an absolute idiot if I don't fulfill it after declaring this with so much confidence and impudence. I least will try to make it happen. 

♫ Now there was a time,

When you loved me so.

I couldn't do wrong,

And now you need to know.

See, I been a bad bad bad bad man.

And I'm in deep, yeah.

I found a brand new love for this man,

And can't wait till you see.

I can't wait.

So how you like me now?

How you like me now?

How you like me now?

How you like me now? ♫

How You Like Me Now? - The Heavy