Scary World, Loving Heart.

Have you ever felt a certain level of uneasiness regarding the current state of the world? Is anxiety hitting you because everywhere you look at it, you see bad news from all parts of the world? The apathy of the people regarding present problems that have always been there and they don’t mind until these problems explode in their faces is not new. Neither is the evil and bitterness of men who impede the way of human progress and collective happiness. But this feeling is never something we can silence. 

When you wake up in the morning and feel unsure of how are you going to live your day out when the environment feels so hostile, you freeze in your place because of the fear that cripples your body. The scenarios your mind creates showing you all the possible failures and catastrophes you can experiment with, are simply horrendous. So what to do when the outside of the world makes you want to stay inside (shout outs to Bo Burnham) of your room out of fear? I know nothing and I am arguably a complete idiot. But an uncle of mine told me something reassuring once. 

“Forget about everyone else and just worry about living your life right”. A short sentence, yes. But very profound. We cannot carry the weight of the world on our shoulders. We are only human. The world will keep turning and our lives will continue forward until their end. Because of this, let’s try our best, our very best to live happily in a meaningful way. Loving those that are near us and loving our neighbors making sure that we were able to smile in this life. And more importantly, we were able to make other people smile. God Bless You. 

This is a sappy blog. But it's nice to try to be a little bit more positive and less radically depressed. This won’t stop me from being depressed. But it’s something good I think.  

♫ In the cold light, I live to love and adore you
It's all that I am, it's all that I have
In the cold light, I live, I only live for you
It's all that I am, it's all that I have

So open up my eyes to a new light
I wandered 'round your darkened land all night
But I lift up my eyes to a new high
And indeed there would be time ♫

There Will Be Time - Mumford & Sons